idiosyncrasies of a lady: August 2009

ANDAI INI RAMADHAN TERAKHIR

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu siangnya engkau sibuk berzikir
tentu engkau tak akan jemu melagukan syair rindu
mendayu.. merayu..
kepadaNya Tuhan yang satu

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu solatmu kau kerjakan di awal waktu
solat yang dikerjakan dengan penuh khusyuk lagi tawadhu'
tubuh dan qalbu bersatu
memperhamba diri menghadap Rabbul Jalil
menangisi kecurangan janji
"innasolati wanusuki wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbil 'alamin"
[sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku, dan matiku...
kuserahkan hanya kepada Allah Tuhan sekalian alam]

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tidak akan kau siakan walau sesaat yang berlalu
setiap detik tak akan dibiarkan begitu saja
di setiap kesempatan juga masa yang terluang
alunan Al-Quran bakal kau dendang
bakal kau syairkan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu malammu engkau sibukkan dengan
bertarawih, berqiamullail, bertahajjud
mengadu.. merintih.. meminta belas kasih
"sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk ke syurgaMu
tapi aku juga tidak sanggup untuk ke nerakaMu"

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu dirimu tak akan melupakan mereka yang tersayang
kau meriahkan Ramadhan
kau buru.. kau cari.. suatu malam idaman
yang lebih baik dari seribu bulan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu engkau bakal menyediakan batin dan zahir
mempersiap diri
rohani dan jasmani
menanti-nanti jemputan Izrail
di kiri dan kanan
lorong-lorong redha Ar-Rahman

Duhai Ilahi....
andai ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kami
jadikanlah ia Ramadhan paling bererti
paling berseri
menerangi kegelapan hati kami
menyeru ke jalan menuju redha serta kasih sayangMu, Ya Ilahi
semoga bakal mewarnai kehidupan kami di sana nanti

Namun tak akan ada manusia yang bakal mengetahui
apakah Ramadhan ini merupakan yang terakhir kali bagi dirinya
yang mampu bagi seorang hamba itu hanyalah
berusaha... bersedia... meminta belasNya

wahai Tuhan ku tak layak kesyurgaMu.. namun tak pula aku sanggup ke nerakaMu.. kami lah hamba yang mengharap belas dariMu

"ya Allah jadikan lah kami hamba2Mu yang bertaqwa..ampunkan dosa2 kami serta dosa2 kedua ibubapa kami. dosa semua umat2 Islam yang masih hidup mahupun yang telah meninggal dunia"

Amin.....

andai benar ini Ramadhan terakhir buat saya

MAAFKAN SEMUA KESALAHAN YANG PERNAH SAYA LAKUKAN

here's a big box full of expressions!

PERKASA dinner
August 15, 2009

i'm awesome! ahakz

I'm an awesome blog buddy. YEAY! I would like to thank all my readers yang gigih baca what I wrote (walaupun lately dah kurang frequency meng-update). Bagus2. Teruskan kegigihan anda ek. Because I'm nobody without you guys. Wahh.. ayat memang cannot go. Translate ayat Azim je pun. Haha. Speaking of, thanks to Azim for making me awesome. Ahakz!

Okay, enough thanks already. As usual, there's always a catch. So let's see what this one brings us.

First of all, I have to state 5 interesting things about Azim (since he's the one who said I'm awesome). Well, I've only known him since I joined Kencana Pawana so I don't really know much about him. But I'm gonna try my best. Hehe.

He's a choreographer for Kencana Pawana. Cool eh?
He's quiet but laughs a lot.
His face can get really red when he laughs.
He's a final year student.
He was the former leader of Kencana Pawana.

Okay. I admit that I couldn't tell much. Most of it relates to Kencana Pawana anyways. But what can I say. That's where I know him. Hurmm... For the second part, I have to tell 10 things about myself. Although I've done this one before here, I feel like I'm in the mood to tell 10 other things about me. Here goes, I:

Am currently in my second year at UMP.
Am thinking of buying a pet tortoise and name him MOMO.
Love bracelets. Especially wooden ones.
Am currently enjoying dancing with Kencana Pawana.
Dream of having my own coffee shop.
Miss ice-skating so much.
Wonder when I'll be going to Genting Highlands again.
Have an autographed KoKen script. (Thanks to Daoz)
Love beaches a lot.
Am developing OCD. I think.

There's the 10 other things about me that you may or may not already know. As for the third part, I'm going to have to choose 10 blogger as my awesome blogger buddy. And they are:

That's my 10 awesome blogger buddies. Thanks for reading through. Again. =]

THANKS FOR BEING US [the reply]

eQa | ramlah | nadya

This is a response post to my dear roommate, Ramlah's blog post titled THANX FOR BEING US.
We had a GREAT time that day. Then again, we have great times whenever we are together. So dear roomies, this is a post especially to say how much I appreciate you guys for always being there. For better or for worse. I LOVE YOU GUYS! And you too Nayya!

nayya

PS: Nayya is my ex-neighbour.

how to start your RAMADHAN

It's the first day of Ramadhan so my roomies and I decided to go break our fast somewhere out of the ordinary. Yes, the cafeteria food can be pretty boring. So we went to Tanjung Lumpur with some friends.

dilla | eQa | mira | ramlah

bro fi | wan | mal | bee

The eight of us got there around six and after booking a table and placing our orders we went to the beach.

I've been to Tanjung Lumpur a few times before but I've never been to the beach since we only came at night. So I was a bit excited when I saw the beach. You know how I LOVE beaches. So we played around on the beach and made full use of Ramlah's camera.

When it was about time for Maghrib we went back to the restaurant to break our fast. It was fun and we had a great time posing for the camera. Most of my friends are probably at home enjoying their first day of fasting with their families. Well, I can't go home this weekend but I'm sure glad that these people are here.

HAVE A HAPPY RAMADHAN EVERYBODY!

(more photos here)

why i LOVE night lab session:

1. It's freezing cold in the lab.
2. Using the instruments and machines is so much fun.
3. It feels like I'm in one of those CSI labs. (You know how much I'd love to be one of the CSIs)
4. Because of this instructor, Encik Anuar. Sempoi habis. Haha.

PS: I'm thinking of having a tortoise as a pet. Cemburu dengan Kamal punya April dan June.

ada orang kata..

"Luahkan apa yang terbuku dalam hati. Baru puas."
Bukan tak mahu. Cuma tak tahu bagaimana dan kemana.