idiosyncrasies of a lady

siapa punya?

orang kata
jangan sakitkan hati orang lain
tak baik
tapi
kalau kita kena pilih
hati orang atau hati kita
mana satu patut kita pilih?

It has been weeks since I last visited my blog. I wasn't able to get online so it was hard for me to update the blog. So as soon as I get the chance, I got online and started typing away. I haven't blogged for over a month and that makes me feel a bit odd to start blogging again. I've also noticed that I've missed a lot on things regarding the lives of my friends. So it's very refreshing to know that I'm able to be updating with them again. But before all that, I'm gonna have to clean up my blog and clear it out of all the cobwebs and dust. So, until it is squeaky clean again, toodles!

the Q & the A

soalan:

orang macam mana yang kau cari?

jawapan:

yang boleh defend aku bila betul

betulkan bila aku salah

argue bila tak setuju

bukannya ikut melulu

boleh buat aku ketawa terbahak2

dan ada di sisi saat mata rabak

paling penting

aku boleh trust dia

sepertimana dia percayakan aku

orang macam ni

tak payah surprise meletup2

ada dia dah cukup

DARI AKU UNTUK GENG (by Dib)

selak2 buku 3 KUNTUM, terbaca satu puisi yang mengingatkan aku pada geng aku. aku akan sentiasa teringat kowg setiap kali terbaca puisi ni.
kepada geng aku, AKU SAYANG KAMU.

DARI AKU UNTUK GENG
(oleh Dib)

geng
biarlah mereka
biar mereka berbicara
tentang kita

geng
jadilah korang
jadi diri sendiri
pedulikan mereka

geng
teruskanlah saja
teruskan berbicara
teruskan berkarya
teruskan bercerita

geng
kita tak pandai meminta
kita tak pandai mengampu
kita hanya jadi siapa kita
kita tahu mereka cemburu

geng
selagi kita kawan
tiada siapa boleh lawan
kita pun tak berkenan
nak cari gaduh dengan setan

geng
jangan kau khuatir
di saat-saat getir

aku ada
aku ada.

kepada Dib: thanks for letting me share this with them. kan dah kata, cerita kita lebih kurang sama. *wink*

click here for more puisi from Dib or go to misteriaku.blogspot.com.

untuk mereka.

dengan mereka
aku bebas bersuara
berbicara, berkata-kata
kerana mereka semua sekepala.

antara mereka
tiada yang rahsia
susah senang pedih jerih
selagi boleh ditanggung bersama.

pada mereka
tiada yang mustahil
segala yang dicetuskan kreativiti mereka
bukan hanya kata-kata semata.

kerana mereka
aku gembira
aku suka
segala kesedihan dihapus kira.

bersama mereka
aku adalah aku

kepada mereka,
AKU SAYANG KAMU.

Dear Mr Slowpoke,

if you see me walking with someone else,
it's not because i like his company.
it's because you are not brave enough to walk beside me.

if you hear me talking about him all the time,
it's not because he pleases me.
it's because you are too deaf to hear my heartbeat.

if you feel me falling with someone new,
it's not because i love him.
it's because you are not there to catch me fall.

ps: the person i'm writing this for may NOT read this. if he DOES read this he may NOT know that it is written for him. that's just how SLOW he is.

dear you, all this while you looked but didn't see. i guess that's why we end up like this.